And a roller coaster of 39 years it has been. Today is also the first time in my existence since I have been alive 20 years in a row. I took my first last breath and second first breath about 20 years ago when I was 19.

It was a freak accident that I’ve been wondering for a few years if it was some sort of Divine intervention… just cause of everything and the way it happened since. It has definitely been a roller coaster.
Ah fuck… I want to finish this tonight but I am legiterally too fucking tied to do it… I’ll try again in the morning cause I for real had a whole bunch of poignant shit to say.